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20th Jul 2009 at 9:31 PM
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Ghost sdoj Round 3
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Well, it looks as though I'm going to be a woman for a while. I've finally stopped accidentally heading for the men's restroom, and I've even found out what a tampon is for. So now what?
I suppose I should see if I can make the best of the situation. I've gotten myself a female wardrobe now, so I guess it's time to make use of it.
I tried to meet up with the one woman who never actually told me to get lost. We had a very nice conversation until I casually asked if there was any possibility of there being something more between us. She was horrified. "I have no idea what gave you the idea that I swing that way, but I most definitely do NOT!" Then she discovered she was late for an urgent appointment and had to run. I know that excuse; I've heard it enough times before. Usually just before they never speak to me again.
That left me with some thinking to do. My body was telling me that I am very much a female, so being attracted to women makes me gay. I'm not interested in being gay, any more than Jan was. I suppose I'm probably the world's first gay homophobe. So I suppose I should probably start looking at other guys. And while I'm at it, I should stop thinking of them as "other" guys. I'm female, so they are just "guys". Or maybe just give up completely? Yeah, right. I don't have what it takes to stop looking.
That night I went back to the Kiss of Darkness to look around. As I was sitting at the bar a man approached and asked if he could buy me a drink. He was obviously not entirely human, and I found myself oddly attracted to him. I had the presence of mind to pull out the garlic I had been given earlier, but he laughed. "I don't blame you for being wary around here, but I'm no vampire. Call me Caerdyn."
We spent quite a lot of time together, and he finally asked me if I wanted to dance with him. Of course the dj took that moment to switch to a slow song, so we ended up slow dancing together and ignoring everything in the room around us. We were still together when the club closed, so we spent some more time sitting on the lawn outside the club watching the sun rise. Neither of us wanted to discuss our background, but we agreed that we seem to belong together.
(By the way, I know Caerdyn Silvanus looks a lot as though I made an elven version of Delphy, but I didn't look at the picture of Delphy in the wiki until after I made the sim. Which has me wondering how I saw him in a dream.)
I really, really, really hope I'm not the only one posting an entry here. Please tell me we have some people asking for extensions?
I am Ghost. My husband is sidneydoj. I post, he downloads, and I wanted to keep my post count.
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